11.29.2006

woah...

i haven't posted much lately. i've been feeling pretty sick and lethargic. and i didn't really want to say how i'd been feeling - that i don't love pregnancy. i feel AWFUL saying that. i mean nothing too awful has happened (well, save for losing one of the babies and all) but i just feel sick. and tired. and achy. and like a lump lately.

fun, huh? well now you know why i haven't been sharing!

but THEN.... oh then....

we went for our monthly OB appt. i'm 13w1d today. i guess it was listen-to-heartbeat day but she was unable to find it. so i got to have (another) ultrasound. oh. my. god. i KNEW that monkey was fully formed by now, basically. but that did not prepare us for the site of a tiny little baby. with a clear spine! and little hands flailing around. it was totally unreal. like we're at a whole new level of reality now. i guess up until now it's been really surreal still, but there was NO denying that ultrasound today. holy crap.

we're both a little shell shocked right now i think!

1 comment:

Irish Girl said...

Simply amazing. I can't even imagine.

No worries, I understand that some pregnant folks just don't feel all that good. I know you try not to say anything negative around me ... stop that. I'm your friend and you can complain if you want to :)

Emailing you this am.