little ms. art director

i tell ya, done more photoshootin in the last month than ever before. makes me feel important and like i'm trusted to, i dunno, do my job. not like @ cdg when we weren't ever allowed to leave the back room EVER. what a world of difference. i like how alex has taken a real interest in what i do. he was practically beaming when he found out i'd been art directing. i'm his little art director. cute.

so i finally meet this guy who's stable, financially secure, sweet, loving, attentive, treats me fantstically, love me and now i'm having doubts. why?