where to vacation? my my...

so, vacation. i cannot wait to take a vacation with my boy. but it's all up in the air about what we're really going to do. initially he suggested going back east. or to canada. now, at the time, i really didn't know what this whole canada thing was about, but liked the idea od spending 4 days together, just us, no schedules to worry about. but the more time goes on, i really miss my friends, but more than that, i really want them to meet alex and vice versa. especially jon, melissa and marie. anyone else would be a bonus.

then i found out more about this canado thing, and it looks pretty damn cool. http://www.stratford-festival.on.ca/ so now i'm all gung ho for canada. but then the more we talk it's still wishy-washy.

so i bit the bullet this morning. we were laying in bed and talking and he's asking me more and more questions about my friends. and i'm like "look. what would you do if you had a choice. canada or east coast. let's decide." so it came down to the fact that we both want to do both.

so, august is canada. then, he starts saying somehting and stops himself. i had to beat him to get it out of him but he basically was saying he could coe home for a holiday with me. but as he says it, it freaks him out. so i'm like "why do you bring these things up that freak you out!!! it's not like i am doing it!"

after a lot of talking, it's clear that that is what will happen. i'd like to spend thanksgiving with his family. it think it would be fun, who whole big family thing. i mean, parents, 7 kids and their spouses and children, a mad house i say! but i think i've always wanted to be part of a big family. plus he brought up having it at his house which is going to mean a lot of work for us, but i like it! i like it a lot.

problem with that? my family of course. BUT that would mean i'd get to take him home for christmas! andi would loooooooooooove that. i really would.

my my, how quickly things are falling into place. so much changes with each week, it's crazy!